kagerou

The pain and the darkness... The utter despair and hopelessness that is my life. Please, i'm waiting for my savior to take away the oblivion that dwells within my soul. How much longer can one person take before the darkness swallows their entire being? How much longer can one person exist like this, trapped in a never-ending maze waiting impatiently for the shadow of death to reveal itself? How much longer till death will finally reveal itself and bring me to the very end? How long do i have left till i cease to exist within this pitiful world, this pitiful hell?

The title means "Erotic Infection" I fell in love once... It was a mistake. Naively, I surrendered my tender heart to him, hoping he would nuture the most fragile part of my being. Instead, he held it in his hand and crushed it. ...crushed it as if it were made of glass and left the pieces on the floor. Cruelly, without justification of why he wounded my heart, left me in a state of pitiful existence. I would have never had the premonition. It was the kindness, the gentleness in his dark brown orbs that disillusioned me completely. I mistook it for something that never existed between us, I mistook it for love. It was a one-sided relat